Tuesday Morning Confessional

The Tuesday Morning Confessional is going to be a regular installment on the blog every Tuesday - maybe not always in the morning, but always on Tuesday.  I feel like I need to add this special section to the blog, because, quite frankly - I need a place to vent.  And what better place to do it, right?  Well, at least I hope so - please don't run away! :)

So, believe it or not, I feel like a loser some days.  Everyone does, right?  Please tell me I'm right!  And yesterday was one of those days.  Since Brad and I have moved to Shelby, we've had a lot of great experiences and met a lot of wonderful people - and we're getting the chance to live out our dreams and teach our daughter that life isn't built upon the amount of material things you acquire (check out more at the Homegrown Living blog).  However, some days just get you down.

Reasons I feel like a loser:

* I'm the owner of a portrait photography business, but feel like I should be so much more
* I still can't figure out what I want to be when I grow up - yes, I love what I do, but I'm still soul searching
* I haven't had a pedicure in a million years - my little piggies need some TLC (can I get an amen!)
* Lately I feel like I'm talking to universe here -  really....not one comment?  You know I love comments on this blog - but none, nada, zilch.    Hellooooooo.....anyone out there?  

tap, tap....is this thing on????

Have a great day everyone - I'll try to limit the self loathing to just a few times a year! :)

4 comments:

THE RODRIGUEZ FAMILY said...

Totally understand the "soul searching" comment. I'm right there with you...oh and my piggies need some love too ;)

Bobbi Jo Supak said...

I'm here. I read every post you write!

Isabelle V. Bazan said...

Well, girl, I'm a week late but I want you to know that I do take sincere interest in what you do. I admire the leaps and bounds that you take. You have ambition, you act on your ideas, you are a strong partner side by side with Brad and Brad to you. You wear alot of hats being a wife, a mom, a daughter, a sister, a career woman, a friend, a farmer, a gardener, a blogger....so much to list!!! And the most important thing I think you may want to remember is that every single thing I have watched you do, you do it well. No loser DNA there, Darling. Have you watched TV lately? There are moms that are in prison for things like neglecting their kids, writing hot checks, shoplifting, drug use, government assistance fraud. You are a winner in my eyes. I don't think you could be a loser if you tried. You'd go to sleep a loser and wake up at 4am like you say you always do and have your wheels turning on how you can get yourself out of it and have things working in your favor by 8am. "Stay gold."

Homegrown Photography said...

Thanks Isabelle for all your uplifting and kind words! I guess we are always are biggest critic :) I'll "stay gold" pony boy! lol

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